December 2011
41 posts
Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen.
– Sylvia Plath (via holyclitoris)
You say to yourself, “this crying business is getting old.”
and you convince yourself you’ll change, you’ll be strong.
But that’s all really a lie because at the next wave, you come crashing down,
leaving you emptier, colder than before.
it just feels like there’s no way out of here.
there are places too dark for even angels to tread.
corners and...
You say to yourself, "somebody better will...
I'm so tired. I feel so empty, so drained. Like...
My boyfriend likes to tell me, “You’re fine,” when I tell him these things; about feeling horribly lethargic.
Lifeless.
Empty.
Lost.
Annoying.
Stupid.
Insignificant.
I repeat it.
“I’m fine.”
sometimes I wonder if I’m just repeating it because I always thought that saying something helps makes it true or if I’ve just gotten so used to lying...